I moved!

http://www.breezedebris.com

Forth Flowing

Latnight was fun. Jamie and I are bit too old to be trick or treating but together we are alone and we were free out there in the perfect weather anyway. Too bad I got an unusual toothache just after our great success. I was tragically prevented from participating in the cheap chocolate and starburst cavity fest. It is strange what the body does to prevent further decay.

I am also excited about el dia de los muertos. If I was in Corpus Christi, I would visit Rose Hill Cemetary to celebrate my friends. I would take my grandmother beside white candlelight a soft piece of pan dulce and a tall glass of cold creamy milk. She would have it no other way. Of course, I'd eat the mexican pink cake:)



For John (5th grade suicide), I'd lay down the plastic atom key chain given to me by the lil boy named Angel the night I drank hot tea alone at the Lotus Cup waiting. He was good at science in his cargo pants and gave me two valentines that year before he died in April. I played "the wind beneath my wings" on my half sized violin with the elementary orchrestra of 9 students at his funeral. It is an empty, cold, and distant memory. But I can see him smiling.

So we will celebrate. The prayers to the unknown will still take place in my mind/heart/dreams. And the candles will be lit to everything. I am alive. I am still breathing. The unending mystery.

In a few days, my digital selves are going to change. I have been developing Lucid Nutrition, a webblog dedicated to providing useful information for the body/mind/heart/soul (rather than the usual states of mania and depression you find here on BreezeDebris) I'll post more details soon.

Of course, I will still vent but I will be moving these sporadic rants to their very own whimsical land. Breezedebris.com will be made public as soon as I stop staring at the wall trying to come up with lists of things that are "more important".

I am excited about this change. The leg is still healing. The antibiotics are foul smelling (scary). Anyway, I think I will be bellydancing again on Saturday. HopeFully.

Beautiful Ugly

2 of me, I do not believe!

What's in a name anyway?

I am in pain!

If you know any prayers. Please say one for me. lol! No seriously, this hurts like hell. With every other tear that runs down my face I try to console myself with the thought that this is temporary suffering. But fuck! I can't even believe this is happening to me. Thank God for my vaXzine who has been helping me with everything.

I am alive

Hi, how are you? It's been awhile. I have been under alot of pressure the past month or so. And to conclude my bout of frustration with temporal living, the past couple of days I have been in an extreme amount of pain. I am suffering from an infected something on the back of my leg. Gross! I know. It f'in hurts like fiery hell. I'm sure it is an infected hair follicle or a spider bite but we can't tell. Maybe a lack of vitamin A & E. I have been applying tea tree oil and taking lots of Tylenol Arthritis pills to help me get through the day. Nights have been a bitch! I can hardly even walk! I've taken to crawling!

Anyway, while lying around I decided to create a few Squidoo lenses. It is alot of fun to focus on a particular subject of interest and be able to share what I have learned with the world. My lenses are all works in progress and Little by Little, I feel like I am doing more of my part to help those seeking the information I sought.

Check it out, send me more links per topic if you have them or make a few lenses of your own for fellow autodidacts! What else are you gonna do?

Albert Einstein's Inspiration

Einstein embracing art therapy...
Isn't this a great photo for all the die hard string theorists?

Moreover, Sir Ken Robinson (below) envisions an educational system which embraces creativity. I found this video from the TED blog to be extremely hopeful and inspiring.

Tendency of the wind

Testing the HaloScan trackbacking system with a post by Seth Godin on change,unpredictability and rising to the challenges we shall boldy face! Life is worth living no matter what situation you are in. I also learned that he and I share the same birthday...July 10th.

Virtuoso Liar

This is a pic of the Gulbransen Virtuoso violin available here. Why anybody would want to create a self playing violin is beyond me. Anyway, it costs about 20 grand and therefore will not hinder my efforts to continue putting heart and soul into the rhythm of my bow. I think it is safe to say that I have a love-hate relationship with technology.

Noam Chomsky on Human Destiny